Why Cant I Fly?

[Intro: Kezura]
Uh
Thanks, buss!
La-da-da-da-da, la-da-da, la-da-da
Aye

[Verse 1: Kezura]
I got murder on my mind
Stayin' Devils in my conscience
Always cryin' over nothin'
Where's my heart? I think I lost it
Matta' fact, I think it's broken
All these holes up in my body
Wish they'd kill me, 'cause I'm bleedin' and I'm runnin' out of options
Yeah, this is war, but in my mind, it's different sides no one controls
Suicidal, homicidal, [?] to reach the fuckin' [?]
I've been standin' on the bridge, I wanna' jump, but then I don't
Yeah, I always wanted love, but I'd rather be alone
Yeah, fuck the bullshit, don't talk to me, 'cause you don't even know me
Slit my wrist, the bloody drippin', ain't nobody gonna' hold me
I've been steady fightin' evil like I'm Obi-Wan Kenobi
I just wanted someone love me, how the people love Kobe
Yeah, everyday's a fuckin' struggle, even when it ain't bad
Gotta' make it, gotta' hustle, gotta' chase a fuckin' bag (Bag)
When I see my momma' smile, damn', it always take me back
Give her everything, that's a promise and a fact like-

[Chorus: Kezura]
And I just wonder why
My head above the sky?
And somehow I can't fly
Tell me why does it feel like I'm runnin' all alone?
And even when I'm high
Got terror in my eye
[?]
Gotta' make it, gotta' change 'fore I lose my soul

[Bridge: Kezura]
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
Gotta' tell me where the fuck am I to go (Aye, look)

[Verse 2: Kezura]
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I just wanna' make it out
I don't know, where to go
In my head, there's always doubt
Yeah, I wanna' kill myself
Should I do it? Should I not?
Might just up the Glock
Yeah, I might just go and pop
Pop my brains, I don't wanna' do this shit no mo'
Always in this fuckin' pain, yeah, my soul so cold
Yeah, and my soul so cold, huh?
Damn', woah, yeah

[Chorus: Kezura]
And I just wonder why (Da-na-na, yah-yah)
My head above the sky?
And somehow I can't fly
Tell me why does it feel like I'm runnin' all alone?
And even when I'm high
Got terror in my eye
[?]
Gotta' make it, gotta' change 'fore I lose my soul