Why?

[Verse]
Sometimes I think to myself, "Why do I love cocaine?"
Maybe I love it so much because it numbs the pain
The pain in my mind always seems to win
I regret it so much, why did I kill him?

[Chorus]
Why did I do that? I thought it was just some fun
Why did I do that? What have I become?
Oh-oh, why? Oh, why? Why can't I just move on?
Why? Oh, why? Oh, why? What have I become?

[Outro]
I guess I'll have to cope, I already did my time
But I guess the way I feel now is the real crime