Why Believe ?

I hear a lot of whispering in this place
Sounds like these have suffered enough
Don't get me wrong, I came here alone
I do like telling lies, but this is all I have

I can smell the death, I can feel the pain
Someone died spraying a rain of blood

I can see through the scene, I’ve been there before
Remember the screams, crying for feelings
Suffocation as plague
Virus crawling in your throat
Oh you won't believe what I saw, what I've done
This is atonement of my soul and I can’t get to resent myself

That should be enough for hating me
If only I could feel something
I would be alive and doing things for the greater thing
Gotta find way, to repay, me betraying them

I can see through the scene, I've been there before
Remember the screams, crying for feelings
Suffocation as plague
Virus crawling in your throat
Oh you won't believe what I've done

Why am I alone in the dark?
Why am I the only one with the sickness?
Why believe

If only I could feel something
If only I could see anything

Why am I alone in the dark?
Why am I the only one with the sickness?
Why believe

Praying for nothing
Only bringing you shame

I don't need anything
I just want you to leave

Spit my anger
Manage to survive
Only thing is that, am I really alive?

Spit my anger
Manage to survive
Only thing is that, am I really alive?

Why am I alone?
Why am I the only one?