(who’s keeping score?)

[Verse 1]
2018, I was just a lil jit trying to find a damn purpose
2019, I was down at rock bottom, I thought I was worthless
2020, plenty Henny, plenty empty, nervous
Fast forward to today, whole new name, and a whole different person
New update, different version, new day, newer burdens
While I'm winning on the surface, every day my life worsens
Everyone I love dispersing, if they ain't acting, they rehearsing
Swear that I been through the worst shit, and lately I'm trynna revеrse it
Whoa, uh
Uh uh uh uh
Why you leave mе stuck?
You know what? I don't even give a fuck
Oh, you love me? Guess you out of luck
Cuz you run when pushing get to shove
"Hey, are you okay?" No
Why does it cost just to talk to you? Bitch, you a payphone
Hold it in 'til I pop, I'm a fucking volcano
Bitch better stay the fuck up out my way, when I spray, I give halos

[Verse 2]
Step into the moonlight
Baby, welcome to the dark side
This is where you headed when you begging for a spotlight
In my city, keeping watch like a dark knight
Niggas funny, so I'm sleeping with one eye closed
You from the past, so you nothing but a ghost
XD my hip, only gun that I tote
And it's smoke in the air, so my lungs dying slow
Young Lando, just watch yourself
Put your life in the hands of these trifling mans, then you might as well pop yourself
Skrt on the fast track to my doom, I've really been lost as hell
Like "am I gon make it or fade in my room?" I guess only God can tell
(Double up, Deadman)

[Verse 3]
I've been feeling like the black sheep of my family
Ask me if I give a fuck, I'll prolly tell you barely
Tell the truth, that's rarely
I'm like no one from this planet, baby don't compare me
Bipolar, so south of the hourglass, niggas can't bear me
That's why I've been in my zone
Oh, you ain't never rolled a stoge? Baby, watch close
I got PEMDAS in my cup, that's a dos dos
I remember I was broke, just a living joke, kill a four for four
Now a nigga still broke, but I got hope, baby that's for sure
My own family barely even seen a young nigga growth
But they did the most for me just to chase dreams, so I'll play my role
And give back everything that you gave to me and then some for sure
That's all I know, that's on my soul
Oh, oh, oh oh