Who I Am Without You

I spend every night on my own
Picturing your face like you were lying here beside me
Few weeks ago, I tried to move on
But everything just seems to be dragging me towards you
Oh, you

If I said that I can’t let go
Would you hate me for telling the truth?
Or if you knew that I’m holding on
Would you say that you feel it too?

I want you to come back, hold me
Kiss me, love me
But you seem happy on your own
So, I just go back
Playing scenes in my head
Never stop it
‘Cause I don’t know who I am without you

Sometimes I wonder what it’d be like
To finally arrive at thе end of this fucking tunnel
So often I can еven see the light
But at some point, after loads of hard work
It always starts to fade away
It fades away

If I told them I can’t let go
Would they hate me for not being strong?
Or if they knew that I’m holding on
Would they finally understand?

I want you to come back, hold me
Kiss me, love me
But you seem happy on your own
So, I just go back
Playing scenes in my head
Never stop it
‘Cause I don’t know who I am without you

Oh, I get up and go on
To finally give up again
When I quit, when I run
You always keep pulling me back
When I cry, when I’m down (When I cry, when I’m down)
I find comfort inside of your arms
And I know it’s not real (Yeah, I know it’s not real)
But I’m better when I’m with you
I gotta learn how to live life without you (Without you)
And how to fight all my demons
I gotta see I can do it without you (Without you)
Because now I don’t feel like I can
No, I’m not there yet, but I’m on my way (No, I’m not there yet, but I’m on my way)
Oh, I know, I’m not there yet, but I’m on my way

It’s probably gonna take me some time
‘Cause right now I don’t know who I am without you