Who I Am Right Now

A long story
Of breaks and bends
Full of chapters
Never thought would end
I flooded garden with wasted tears
And I watched it all disappear
I took the path of most resistance
Stumbled onto self forgiveness
But I’m still anxious by default
I’m still trying to make sense of it all

If my plans had all gone perfect
My heart would’ve never had to grow from hurting
And if I never started searching
I’d still be somewhere out there floating on the surface
If I never took the long way round
I wouldn’t be who I am right now
Whoa x2

All the signs that I ignored
Turning colors I never saw before
I saw my rise through all my faults
And I wouldn’t change it at all

If my plans had all gone perfect
My heart would’ve never had to grow from hurting
And if I never started searching
I’d still be somewhere out there floating on the surface
If I never took the long way round
I wouldn’t be who I am right now
Whoa x2

If my plans had all gone perfect
My heart would’ve never had to grow from hurting
And if I never started searching
I’d still be somewhere out there floating on the surface
If I never took the long way round
I wouldn’t be who I am right now
Whoa x2