[Verse 1]
Wait, maybe I'm sick
Maybe there's a reason I feel like shit
Yeah, there's something underneath my skin and I hate it
There's something wrong with my head, 'cause it's been
Cutting the heart out of everything
Thought it was me
But maybe it's happening to me
[Chorus]
How did it get so bad?
It's taking everything I have
To keep it together
I never used to think like that
Why can't I find my way back?
It's been so long, I can't remember who I am
I can't remember who I am
[Verse 2]
It's like falling asleep
I can't remember the moment it happened
Now it feels like I can't leave
The nightmare I keep having
It's part of everything now
I can't tell what's me
I can't separate the dreamer from the dream, no
[Chorus]
How did it get so bad?
It's taking everything I have
To keep it together
I never used to think like that
Why can't I find my way back?
[Bridge]
I'll throw a match and watch it burn down
Until I'm naked in the ashes
I just don't know what will be left
[Outro]
The start is always the hardest
Feels like taking a leap
Jumping into the darkness
I just wanna be free
Jumping into the darkness
I just wanna be free
Jumping into the darkness
I just wanna be free