​who am i

I'm not the same person that I used to be
I've grown older riddled with anxiety
As the days pass I'm losing all the fight in me
I've tried so hard but I'm not exactly who I want to be

Struggle with impulsive thoughts
I'm just trying to fight them off Everydays the final boss I just wanna rage quit
Toss me out into the trash, run away and don't look back
Standing tall with my red flags I'm running out of patience

It's time to be the change I wanna see
Light the match and clear out the dark in me
Strokes of pain on display I just wanna leave
Who am i just another broken gallery

I can't go back to who I was
Before the world chewed me up
Disfigured lost and hooked on drugs
That was the cost of chasing love

I can't escape from who I am
But I can hate myself for it
My self esteem could be damned In the mirror stands my only friend

I'm not the same person that I used to be
I've grown older riddled with anxiety
As the days pass I'm losing all the fight in me
I've tried so hard but I'm not exactly who I want to be

Fresh brush strokes on the canvas now nothing you can do to hold me down
Volume turned up way too loud the world's gonna hate me
It's my voice but I have no choice speak my truth can't veer off course
Screaming in the void im making Noise their eyes no longer faze me

It's time to be the change I wanna see
Light the match and clear out the dark in me
Strokes of pain on display I just wanna leave
Who am i just another broken gallery