​who am i

I tried so hard to be who you wanted
Who am I now that you're gone?
Who am I now? Who will I be?
Since your light is gone and you guided me

I tore myself apart
Carved your name on my heart
Wrote you letters from the start
Pourin' out from the heart on my sleeve
But that wasn't me

I tried so hard to be who you wanted
Who am I now that you're gone?
Who am I now?
Who will I be?

My Momma scared of how I think
I don't blame her
How can I blame her?
I'm not who she once loved anymore

I'm too strong for my head, my conscious don't rest easy
Look for myself in the mixture, so I'ma sip rip deadly
Conflicted soul, no wonder why I always feel fuckin' heavy
As time flies death is less scary
When who you are is already buried

I tried so hard to be who you wanted
Who am I now that you're gone?
Who am I now? Who will I be?
Since your light is gone and you guided me

I tore myself apart
Carved your name on my heart
Wrote you letters from the start
Pourin' out from the heart on my sleeve
But that wasn't me

My Momma scared of how I think
I don't blame her
How can I blame her?
I'm not who she once loved anymore