White Walls

[Hook]
I'm sitting in a room
Made up of white walls, hate in my eyeballs and I just sit envisioning my doom
And I wish it wasn't true
I can feel it comin' soon and I don't know what to do
No pain when the night calls, no changing the light bulb
When I'm sitting in this room
I can feel the sky fallin'
Guess I'll wait and watch the white walls spin

[Verse]
And I ain't talkin' 'bout tires, bitch
Ain't no extinguishin' it when the infinite fires lit
Some people strive to quit, but you can always hear it if you're quiet listen
I been slippin' for a long time, I'm gettin' tired of it
It's violence behind my eyelids, a weary soul
Tendencies of a killer and the killer is serial
Here we go, it's the downward spiral, leave me alone
I been screamin' out for help but y'all don't really hear me though
My fear is only to God, forgive me, I'm lost
I mean this shit feels like I'm visitin' the Wizard of Oz
Full of tricks and mirages, I wish to strip the facade
'Cause my happiness is fake as the tits on Nicki Minaj
Hold up, you hear that?
I'm losin' my soul, but they don't really wanna hear that
I'm losin' control and as I listen to a beer crack
My spirit arose, but any minute the shit it'll be diminished
That was dope but it still really isn't enough
Got the Patron, now I'm feelin' like a million bucks
But really I'm stuck, the feelin' is too ill to give up
Without it my heads pounding, Daz Dillinger and Kurupt
Refillin' my cup, I'm ready to dance with the devil
The shit's inevitable, if there's gas hit the pedal
With both hands on the dash if crash then I get what
I asked for, I hit the glass, smash and I bet I'll
Never hit the ground, before I do, I open my eyes
I'm in a room with white walls, but it's no big surprise
My coping device has got me feelin' close to demise
I'm constantly haunted by pics of coffins with roses inside
Several years of it now
These aren't just lyrics, think I'm seriously delirious, pal
But you don't wanna hear about the shit that appears in my crown
So I just hide behind the tears of a clown

[Hook]
I'm sitting in a room
Made up of white walls, hate in my eyeballs and I just sit envisioning my doom
And I wish it wasn't true
I can feel it comin' soon and I don't know what to do
No pain when the night calls, no changing the light bulb
When I'm sitting in this room
I can feel the sky fallin'
Guess I'll wait and watch the white walls spin