​​​​white boy bummer

Its summer again
Hoping this one doesnt get out of hand
Sun on my eyelids gets me out of bed
Sincerely wish it could be you instead

And ive done so many things my dear
Ive fallen in love and i shed many tears
I wanted to die and i pierced both my ears
I wanna tell you everything i did the last year

There's way too many thoughts in my head and i can't really handle them
I wrote so many songs and sang so many words you've never heard
Spent so many hours thinkin, was it something that i said
And ill lay under my covers, with a pistol in my hand

Took my time
Wish you'd never waste mine
I broke down
You could hear it through the grapevine
New friends
Wish i didn't hate mine
I felt lost
And made so many mistakes i-

As honest as i might be, i done told so many lies i forgot the real me
When you looked me in the eyes baby who did you see?

Who did you see? who did you meet?
Didn't have nobody to hold when i would weep
What did you learn? what did he say?
Hit a dead end it feel like im in a maze

Who did i hurt? messed with their head
Im like an open book that nobody should've read
What i did wrong, i made somebody bleed
To be honest, thats so me

Well things took a turn
A turn for the worst
You took my heart and ripped it out
And let it sit in the dirt
I know your friends dont really like me
And if im honest i dont get it
And when you said you hate me too
I thought you would regret it

Im stayin inside all summer
Oh no what a bummer
Ill stay inside all summer