Where You Reside

Sun goes down and the moon comes up
What’s the point of stressing bout it yeah what’s done
Ain’t important and the night’s half over
It’s felt like centuries long that I’ve known her
Consult me more been engulfed before
With the pit I got within me can’t be full restored
Unfold details that I will contribute
Cause I don’t save daylight when I’m with you
Too much weight to the words you said
I’m an open book and leaving hear my secrets spread
Don’t greet me just stop and listen
What you wanna learn is in my compositions
I mean what I write it’s tough when the truth hurts
If I gotta dip well then I wanna follow you first
Preparation won’t make it simple
For crossing over my life was sinful

I can’t fight
The suffering I feel inside
You’re so hard to come by
I feel the warmth in your eyes
You’re like the moon on a dim lit sky
It’s in my mind you reside
If it’s worth it will you be mine

Fell with the grace of the wings I grew
Had to throw out half of the things I do
This illness I feed need euthanasia
This cage I’m in it seeks to enable
Bringing out the worst traits that are normally dormant
And each drink my soul only mortally shortens
I got a cancer in me no answer I plead
Think the grass will be greener the faster I leave
Face the music no use evading ain’t made to stay
So amusing how I been oozing these shades of grey
Cannot absolve myself bottles up on the shelf
Maybe once had taut the belt it seems that you are compelled
Cannot focus on future ventures
We should wait and tell ourselves to surrender
I’m vested to rest in a state of peace
And it’s best if I left I remain diseased

I can’t fight
The suffering I feel inside
You’re so hard to come by
I feel the warmth in your eyes
You’re like the moon on a dim lit sky
It’s in my mind you reside
If it’s worth it will you be mine