Where You Are

I’m not who I use to be
I’m not who I want to be
Honestly I’m both and just trying to grow responsibly
Ironically my brokenness show the glow that’s inside of me
So if ever I seem lit
It’s case I’m not seamless
Bodily biography
Is Japanese pottery
Kintsugi
My imperfections improve me
It’s wild how the world woos me and then wounds me
I ain’t offended by what men did I’ve been mended
If anybody repenting then it better be me first
I’m trying to rehearse thеse hurts in reversе
You do the data and research
Who needs work
That’s everybody on god’s green earth
I’m more selfish than selfless
Think less of myself when I should think of myself less
From the youngest to the eldest
It turns out this is a real test
Yes

Hook
You can never be too late
You can never be too far
You don’t have to be afraid
I love you right where you are

Verse two
The past isn’t president so I don’t let it govern me
Tomorrow is tentative so I don’t let it trouble me
Today is where the treasure is
The pleasure is discovery
If life be a story
Than this might be the summary
Ruptured relationships ready for recovery
Restless from all of the reckless redundancy
But at least we get a glimpse of the glory
Enough to keep
Hope alive
Open eyes
Seeing what’s in front of me
Listen with my inner ear
Living like the end is near
Still I’m giving into fear when I let it interfere
Looking at my friends win thinking that it isn’t fare
I would never diss a peer
I would rather disappear
Only one i ever had an issue with is in the mirror
So I say the sinner’s prayer a lot like like a dinner prayer
Hoping where I’m going that it’s gon’ be better there
Yeah

Verse 3
A brother ain’t a brother if a brother let another
Go to war without a sword or providing proper cover
No excuses no it’s useless
Do not blame it on another
Not a job or a lover no not even bread and butter
Not your father or your mother
This one that one or the other
Or the fact that way back in the day they made you suffer
Suffering it made you tougher I mean tougher than a trucker
Probably the reason why you ain’t no punk or no sucker
Now now I ain’t trying to judge ya
Know the pressure we be under
Trying to make it
What you making
What I’m making makes me wonder
If it’s even worth the fact that I ain’t see you all summer
What a hummer sized bummer
A bummer bummer bummer
But I ain’t the only one up in the blender making blunders
I missed your birthday my bad I messed up with the numbers
We ain’t getting any younger and all we got is each other
So anytime at all call and I’ll be burning rubber