​where were you?

Faces fading in a dying light
Said i'll see you when the timings right
You need a little room to breathe
Dropping texts to make amends but it's outta sight
Second glances at the mirror
Think i lost myself seeing someone else
Keeping all these memories of you tied up under lock and key
But the apple never falls far from the tree
Feeling like a never-ending comedown drifting away
I'm cutting off all my connections slipping away
Twiddle fingers turn to trigger fingers
I try to speak up but you never listen

I know i let you down
But you never listen
So can you hear me now?
Or am i too distant from you?
Cause you were never around
And when everything fell apart
Where in the fuck were you?

Poppin' up in rose colored glasses
Well let me show you what the past is
Yeah ignorance is bliss
You can run but you can't hide a heavy black heart
Cause we're the victims when you surface it
Twiddle fingers turn to triggers fingers
I tried to speak up but you never listened... (x2)

I know i let you down
But you never listen
So can you hear me now?
Or am i too distant from you?
Cause you were never around
And when everything fell apart
Where in the fuck were you?

Feeling like a never-ending comedown drifting away
I'm cutting off all my connections slipping away
Twiddle fingers turn to trigger fingers
I try to speak up but you never listen