Where the Barrel Stops

OK I'm wrapped up
This bitch making me act up
Wipe away the tears
My rage telling me act tough
Down a case of beer and I'm half-cut in the bathtub
Burn a cigarette on my wrist
I'm well past numb

Set aside like a parasite
I'm sterilized to be crowned top dog in a barrel fight
Like feral cats singing carols of the terrified
Heralding the era of the passionately paralyzed

The circle occupied with draw the line with you on either side
So you get yours and homie I'll get mine
And don't be coming for me if the only sun don't shine
Cause it's always gon' be raining up inside my mind
I feel like Sisyphus and this is just a lifelong climb
I stay stoned so I don't face home
I don't wanna roll with you
I just wanna be alone
I could be a thousand different people but you'll never get to know
The omnipresent ghost who operates my clones
The only part of me remaining is the flesh and bone
The clothing like a bandage cover up the stitches sewn

So if I show up
You best get going cause you know I'm about make this whole mess blow up
And my girl's the only person I can trust that I know of
If i spend it in the shadows can I still call it a glow up?
And still I'm wrapped up

And I'm still wrapped up
This btch making me act up
Wipe away the tears
My rage tellin me act tough
Down a case of beer and I'm half cut in the bathtub
Burn a cigarette on my wrist
I'm well past numb

Set aside like a pair of socks
I took advice from the creator I'm a fucking walking paradox
Too depressed to give a fuck about apparent opps
Spin the bottle
I am where the barrel stops

OK I'm wrapped up
This bitch making me act up
Wipe away the tears
My rage telling me act tough
Down a case of beer and I'm half-cut in the bathtub
Burn a cigarette on my wrist
I'm well past numb

Set aside like a parasite
I'm sterilized to be crowned top dog in a barrel fight
Like feral cats singing carols of the terrified
Heralding the era of the passionately paralyzed