Where’s Winston?

Yuh, look....
I'm stuck inside the dark tryna make it out
Freed my mind, putting something in my bank account
I need a target, I put a bitch in my reticle
I'm staring down the barrel, it got me feeling incredible

Cause every night is just another day
To find a solace and hold it until it run away
I turn the lights off, air-tight Lysol
Slimy little snakes try n' press me n' they get wiped off
Yuh, man I wish it didn't hurt so bad
To cut the ties on these guys like I'm burning them
Homie heard them sayin' they was tryna stir the pan
Oh they tryna break me, they waited for me to irk again
Yuh, I opened up and then I it breathe
These dudes buggin' they runnin' just like a centipede
I never let 'em see anything could get to me cause bet when I'ma see you in person, you won't remember me

Yuh, you let it talk, you better watch your mouth
You better vomit, I promise that you gon' wash it out
I tell ya mom to do it but she was never around to pull a 'you' and be a bitch and try n' stop me, should'a followed sooner
Yuh

You can never tell me about my getaway
They hear the songs and it's funny cause they let it play
Cause I ain't never leaving
You rang, it's wedding season
Baby's tryna get me with shawty, y'all need a better reason
Y'all some damn pussies, never say it to my face so I'ma get the- ??? - in ya place
Put it to ya face, heat blasting just to give him space
*gunshot* Mission over, I'm laughing cause you a damn disgrace
And I ain't done yet cause, man, because I never was
Silly little bitches should'a just tried to build a better buzz
Cause I'm stinging like right here and right now
You be tryna act up, well bitch just pipe down
Cause I don't like clowns
And I don't like what's going on...
I really don't like what's going on...