​where i’m at

[Intro]
D-da, d-da, d-da (Yeah)
D-da, d-d-da, d-da, yeah
D-da, d-da (Uh)
Uh-uh (Look)

[Verse]
The old feelings comin' back into my thoughts, they creepin' up
I'm tryna help myself, but I guess I can't do enough
Struggle tryin' to keep it in 'cause all this shit's been bottled up
Depression knockin' at the door, smilin' at me, so what's up?
Sit and have a drink with him like it's nothin'
He starts to ask me questions, now I guess he's up to somethin'
He ask me if my girl still want me? (Does she?)
Is she up to somethin'? (I don't know)
Got me overthinkin', but I know that he be bluffin'
Fuckin' with my head, my bed sounds nice
I clock out for the day, I free my mind at night
This J can numb the pain, it got me feelin' right
So hard to say that I'm okay when everyday I fight
Yeah, I know, I got a good home life, I ain't complainin'
And this music shit is goin' step by step, it's so amazin'
But I'm eighteen, struggling with growing out my shell
I've been overthinking and angry and tryna fight myself
I'm overeatin' 'cause I'm feelin' skinny (Yeah)
Fuckin' up my kidneys (Yeah)
I got my days where I feel ugly, days where I feel pretty (Yeah)
I gotta act like I'm busy when I ain't really busy (Yeah)
When I feel lost and blank I hide that shit by actin' silly (Yeah)
Uh, eyes low and baggy, like my outfits, gettin' lazier
I got all these goals and dreams, my mind's gettin' crazier
"This ain't what it seems", these the last words I heard from ya
Now my mood is constant blue, I guess that's what I got from her

[Chorus]
Where I'm at? (Where I'm at?)
I don't know (I don't know)
Burn slow (Burn slow)
I float (I float)
Where I'm at? (Where I'm at?)
I don't know (I don't know)
Burnin' slow
In the clouds I go, I go

[Outro]
Clouds I go
Clouds I go