Where Did December Go?

I heard every word you said last night
When we talked about vicarious goodbyes
And I've shut you out of it all
Because I didn't want to care

And after all these tears had swelled in my eyes
I wonder how you stand to call me your friend
Perhaps I need convincing so I'm listening

Tell me where did December go?
Where did December go?
I won't make up my mind
Why can't I make it clear?

I'll wait until I've closed my eyes
Though I've dreamed that one a thousand times
If you were mine I'd make it snow
Outside like memories