Where are they

[Verse]
Mama told me life was hidden gold, all I ever wanted was a better place to fold
When my soul get dragged across the fucking floor, why the fuck I don't feel happy anymore?
I got plenty in my head and soul, creepin through the nights I woke
Cold sweats and tears I roll, down into the earth's mold
Where I grow my own home, and fill it with the same tone that made me roam
The world and it's curse
Fuck all yall feelings getting hurt, I got pressure on alert
I been panicked in my worst but I just keep up
The life I wanna dream of, we got a problem? Speak up
Too many miles keep up, yeah
Granddaddy ain't raise no bitch, and Grandmama kept me fixed
I'ma make it like they said I did, a better man for my blood and kin
No more calls, or cards I can't, hear him talk, he won't again
Gone for now my dearest friend, I kept promises and make amends
Till the end we'll meet again, don't matter if I'm still fucked up in my head
I'll just keep my smiles and pretend, I'll just keep my smiles and pretend