wheniwas14

[Verse:]
At fourteen, broke a heart for the very first time
Didn’t even wanna split, just know what it felt like

Oo why has life felt like a fever dream since 2015
Swear I’m a fourteen year old kid inside a way older dream
And all my soul is still back on the farm in gumboots and jeans
Please don’t leave

At eighteen left my home and I learned that men cry
Sometimes things don’t always make the sense we crave and it’s best undefined

Oo I learned bad things grown on dishes that we leave in the sink
Hate that ignoring all my problems doesn’t mean that they shrink
And all my soul is still back in my room with So-Fresh CD’s
Please don’t leave

Could nearly promise this drink won’t be my last one (no)
And I know I should leave like autumn and save my soul tonight
But instead I’m still tripping and falling, cause this is what being an icon is
It’s my call

Now I don’t wanna be something that I’m not, for you
And if this is not me then I don’t know who
Now everything’s a race I’m running
I can’t take my time