When Your Heart Drops

[Verse 1 (Acapella)]
I know you’ve asked girls
I know you've done it in the past
But I, never thought that you would do that to me
And I don't understand where you
Thought it wouldn't get back to me
Whether
You were joking or not
It’s rude
Not an excuse and I don't believe that this is something that you do
Or something you joke about
But either way, you shouldn't have done it
Even if we weren't talking
And I think
That it's utterly disgusting
Even if you were just joking
And you can’t use the fact that she like you against her
That’s so rude and offensive
She’d never do it
She my friend and I believe her and I'll protect her feelings. do not ever use her as an excuse for anything
And seriously?
She one of my best friends
Don't care if she's not "too keen" or anything, but why you have the audacity to ask?
Max’s, it's rude
How could you think that it’s okay?
There's no excuse
There’s none them jokes because I don't fully believe that you were joking
You don't ask anyone while claiming that you were for me
Especially my really good friends
I have no clue what you have been hearing around
But I know, that I have done nothing to betray you
Cause i wouldn’t deliberately hurt you in any way
It’s the difference between us
Hard to believe that you care for me that much
Cause you don't do, those things, if you fucking cared for me that much
Every time you text or call, i get scared
I get scared because i know that you'll hurt me
And using all these fucking dumb excuses hurts me
Cause no matter what, you still did it, and i can never think of you as the person I thought you used to be
You're not the caring, funny, person that I used to like
Now you're just, some guy that played with my feelings and a guy that will never, ever earn my trust back
In my mind, I’ll be scared and I’ll fear that you were going to hurt me again
That's not something i would like to feel every time i hear your name again
I can't see me changing my feelings, but it's just something that you will have to deal with
Maybe someday we can be friends, but it will take a lot of time
And I don't even know if it will happen
I just want you to know that I liked you and i wanted us to go somewhere
But when I found out those things. My heart dropped

*Beat Switch*

[Verse 2]
I told you that I will love you
Told you that I'll be there for you
Told you I’ll always be right there to fucking care for you
Told you that I don't hate
Told you that I don't lie
Told you that I leave everything in the world to the sky
Wake up in my dreams, sleep through my nightmares
Every fucking morning I just thought that you were right there
Pops said he cheated, not on you but the whole family
And I hope to be way bigger than the man that he pretends to be
Why, you gotta go change
Why, is it not the same
Why, does everybody wanna go
And look the fuck around and then say that this boy insane
You said that I’m a good guy
We both just wanna get high
With my right hand on your thigh
I’m still wondering why
You thought that I didn’t comply
Thought we’d get dinner then pie, girl
I cannot mess with the vibe
I cannot go say bye
Girl, you gonna make me cry
Girl, I tried to clarify
My love I thought you would supply
But this shit went awry
Yeah, I just tried to rely, on you, my girl, but you didn’t reply
Girl you were my alibi
Girl we were the you and I
Middle finger to the sky
And say fuck you to the world
Scream as loud as you can and just make sure you’re heard
Girl I am bondable
King of the chronicle
Getting back together, oh yeah this shit is possible
But girl it’s optional
Not really optimal
Trying so hard it’s my biggest of obstacles
See you out in public and you make my fucking heart race
I’m dressed in all Polo with a hat and Vans oh they beige
This shit just the same thing every time
Now they here accusing me of committing a crime
But damn, why you believe it?
I can be the man to go ahead and relieve it
I will be here girl when you go conceive it
When you go receive it
Don’t understand but it’s how you perceived it
Once had the feeling now I'm tryna retrieve it
Telling them lies why you gotta deceive it now
Go take a journey don't stop, go believe it
Damn, you can’t figure it out?
Asking for pics and shit? Oh boy take a different route
Told her girl it ain't true
Wanna be right there with you
Doesn’t hide that fact that I miss you
Why, does everybody wanna go, talk, and chatter
When I come back, talk to her, don’t matter
Tellin all her friends that her heart got shattered cause I say that all the time so they ain’t too flattered and
I, just, asked, who, was that fucking bitch who
Went and said I'm an Issue
Because I didn't admit to
You or the girl prior
Switching positions like Tyrelle Pryor
Personality be changing that attire
But it's not her looks that de-fy her
They tryna bomb like they McGwire
If this ain't do shit I better re-tire
The guys, not me, tryna con-spire
And they never gonna say “let's unite her” so
I'm just, tryna get a message out there that it's just
Love that hurts and you can't control it, but you just
Can't change y’all know that's kinda true-ish
And you still can't be a fuckboy-ish little bitch

*Beat Switch*

[Verse 3]
I told you I’d like take this shit slow, so slow
I didn’t want to rush into anything, rush into anything that we didn’t want to get involved in
(Let it, let it) to get involved in
(Let it, let it) Let it sync in
Let it breathe
Babe just focus
And let go of everything beneath
Don’t wanna break apart now
You were all I wanted
Wasn’t what I started
But we just breaking both our hearts now
Yeah, I wanna be there with you
I wanna care for you, girl...