When Will I Learn

Where the hell did the past six months go
Obsessed with wasted time
I’m so far behind
Been stuck in a low place
Too drunk to know
Put on a fake happy face
Put on a show

Staring at the ceiling
Went too far again
Finding my way out

Searching for some paradise
Can’t find a way to keep my satisfied
Back into my old ways
One step forward two steps back
Will I see the problem
One step forward two steps back
Chasing yesterday

I say too little and I say too much
They still have no idea why I’m even here
Pull myself out of this mess
Got somewhere to go
I’m letting myself down
I’ll do this on my own

Staring at the ceiling
Went too far again
Finding my way out

Searching for some paradise
Can’t find a way to keep my satisfied
Back into my old ways
One step forward two steps back
Will I see the problem
One step forward two steps back
Chasing yesterday

(Yesterday)

Honestly I’m scared for myself
When will I learn

Searching for some paradise
Can’t find a way to keep my satisfied
Back into my old ways
One step forward two steps back
Will I see the problem
One step forward two steps back
Chasing yesterday

(Yesterday)