When The Life Falls

Suicidal thoughts, they keep playing
In my brain, I think that I'm about to go insane
I'm 'bout to unleash this power, I'm going Super Saiyan
I tried praying, but the thoughts, they didn't go away
And now I'm laying, in my bed, thinking should I stay
Or should I go, just slit my throat, or tie a rope
Around my neck, like what the heck, is about to happen
I ain't happy, hands turning to fists, no I ain't clapping
My braces hurting, trying to close this gap and
Forget about it, but I doubt it, there's no other way around it
I either stand my ground or let these thoughts get a hold of me
Is this a game to you? A magic trick? What is this supposed to be?
I know I seem happy, never judge a book by its cover
That's an old analogy, I know, but I couldn't find another
Shit, I can't even think straight, stuck between death and this song that I'm gonna make
But death is taking over, like the bubonic plague
But hey, they ended that, now should I end myself or my thoughts?
Yeah, I made LVRZ, but am I happy? I think not