When It Rains (Numb To The Pain)

[Chorus: xPainWarriorx]
Numb to the pain, the sky only cries, not a lie, when it rains
And everybody tryna socialize, but I wanna stay all by myself
When you get tears in your eyes, I try not to cry myself
I can't take control of my brain, I try to pry myself
When the pills start attacking, I try to fight myself
But you know everybody cannot lie

[Verse 1: xPainWarriorx]
I get a call from depression, though I told 'em no
She tryna call my phone, but it's over though
She telling me she love me, but I got backdoored
So I try to find a path through overdose
I drink this liquor by the bottle, to try and take control
You walk past mе like I'm nothing, don't even say hеllo
You got me on my knees, but I ain't proposing
I tried to tell these people 'bout it, not tryna over-expose it
You say you gon' ride like a motorboat

[Bridge: xPainWarriorx]
You like a line, you always getting toed
They take you away like a car, always getting towed
You like a story, always getting told
You like paper, always folding

[Chorus: xPainWarriorx]
Numb to the pain, the sky only cries, not a lie, when it rains
And everybody tryna socialize, but I wanna stay all by myself
When you get tears in your eyes, I try not to cry myself
I can't take control of my brain, I try to pry myself
When the pills start attacking, I try to fight myself
But you know everybody cannot lie

[Verse 2: Theway]
Had to call like a thousand times for happiness
Didn't pick up, they are tired of it
Calling for my shit, they are tired of it
But I can't really think when it comes to this
Feeling depressed, taking more shots
I can't tell you what I am or not
If I don't even know myself, you need someone else
Trying to kill myself because you said I'm worthless
You walked out the door, I didn't deserve this
Not getting sleep, cuz shit be on my mind
I'll be asleep hoping I'll die tonight

[Chorus: xPainWarriorx]
Numb to the pain, the sky only cries, not a lie, when it rains
And everybody tryna socialize, but I wanna stay all by myself
When you get tears in your eyes, I try not to cry myself
I can't take control of my brain, I try to pry myself
When the pills start attacking, I try to fight myself
But you know everybody cannot lie

[Verse 3: Lil Bubbles]
I’m in pain
There’s pain
It hurts
You know it hurts
My heart is broken
You did this
You hurt me
I can’t, I can’t
I can’t take it anymore
I need to numb the pain inside
I need a couple pills, maybe another
Make it go away
It’ll stop
If i just take some more

[Chorus: xPainWarriorx]
Numb to the pain, the sky only cries, not a lie, when it rains
And everybody tryna socialize, but I wanna stay all by myself
When you get tears in your eyes, I try not to cry myself
I can't take control of my brain, I try to pry myself
When the pills start attacking, I try to fight myself
But you know everybody cannot lie