​when it rains in december

[Verse 1: Lxst Boy]
Was it something that I said that ticked you off?
'Cause now you won't talk
I feel that we're running out of time
'Cause I know that I get inside my head
I'll never understand
I never did this, now I do it all the time
I am overthinking to the point I'm never sleeping
I've been writing songs, I even do it when I'm dreaming
I hope this goes away, yeah, 'cause God, I hate this feeling
I am trapped within these walls, my eyes are glued to the ceiling
Yeah

[Chorus: Lxst Boy]
Sometimes I get a little closer
There's no words left to say
Tell me what you thought would happen
I can't explain
You left your shadow on my mattress
Sometimes I get a little closer
(Sometimes I get a little colder)
There's no words left to say
Tell me what you thought would happen
I can't explain
You left your shadow on my mattress

[Verse 2: Cavasoul]
I gave all of my love right away
Then for me, I'm left with nothing
I was walking alone in the rain
I could snap at the press of a button
It's December now, rain coming down
It freezes before hitting ground
It reminds me of the feeling I had on my neck
When you were coming around
Is it something about me?
'Cause lately I feel like you're better without me
I don't know what's going on in my head
But the negative thoughts overwhelm me, I'm drowning
I'm never healthy, I cannot help it
How can I help me? I wanna be dead
I still remember the lies you had said to me
So I just fill up your side of the bed
Now

[Chorus: Lxst Boy]
Sometimes I get a little closer
(And sometimes I get a little colder)
There's no words left to say
Tell me what you thought would happen
I can't explain
You left your shadow on my mattress
Sometimes I get a little closer
(And sometimes I get a little colder)
There's nothing I can say
That will undo what had happened
Please just explain
I am drowning in my sadness

[Outro: Lxst Boy & Cavasoul]
Sometimes I get a little closer
I'm never healthy, I cannot help it
How can I help me? I wanna be dead
There's no words left to say
Tell me what you thought would happen
I can't explain
You left your shadow on my mattress
Sometimes I get a little closer
I still remember the lies you had said to me
So I just fill up your side of the bed now
There's nothing I can say
That will undo what had happened
Please just explain
I am drowning in my sadness