When I’m Like This

[Verse 1]
It's funny how it's sunny out and all I think about
Is how I'm still sad on the inside
You know the words to calm me down
But no offense, I know 'em all by now
I'm afraid I'll scream and shout
And I don't want you there when it comes out
I shouldn't mind it
'Cause you don't mind it

[Chorus]
But I don't like me when I'm like this
It's hard to explain, I just get in my way
I don't wanna be reminded
Of time that I waste on trying to change my own version of a crisis
I just wanna love me when I'm like this

[Verse 2]
I'm sorry I apologize
And also sorry that I said I'm sorry the first time
There'll be days I've stole away
But honey, I will try to meet halfway
Put me down on solid ground
But there'll be times when I just float around
I shouldn't mind it
'Cause we always find it

[Chorus]
But I don't like me when I'm like this
It's hard to explain, I just get in my way
I don't wanna be reminded
Of time that I waste on trying to change my own version of a crisis
Why can't I just love me when I'm like this?
My own version of a crisis
Do you love me when I'm like this?