When I’m Gone

[Verse 1]
I got your message and I hope u know I hate u too
I only hate u cuz if I Loved u I’d hate me too
It’s clear as day that you’d care less if I had died tonight
And if I’m wrong I’d never know if I would die tonight
I live a life of fake friends and real enemies
I smile knowing they won’t rest till they get rid of me
We’ll make up bed cuz one day yea u gone sleep in it
And if that day should be today, we see who really mean it

[Bridge]
I’ve never wished death on anyone else
But I’m not sure if I mean it
So I just keep it to myself cuz if I say it I’ll needa
Be put on suicidal watch because my tongue holds the pen
That writes the scripts to all my movies from beginning to end

[Hook]
Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone
Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone
Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone
Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone

[Verse 2]
Niggas see me and wanna kill me for shit I can’t control
I love em but still got a family waitin on me to make it home
My momma said the day I die is the day she lose her faith in God
Cuz if he is the holy one why the fuck he let my baby die
No pastor’s words can ease my mind
Momma listen to me I’m not hurting no more
And no there’s not a golden gate but my soul is golden for sure
And I watch over u, I see Ajah she taller than you
And I know u hear me saying “don’t put all that salt in yo food”
I know that u hear me, just listen Ma I know u can hear me, I never talked about my feelings but in this music u hear me
And it’s alright that all my life that I’ve been misunderstood
They never seen me as I am but I knew this day they would

[Hook]
But when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone
Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone
Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone
Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone

[Bridge]
I’ve never wished death on anyone else
But I’m not sure if I mean it so I just keep it to myself cuz I say it I’ll needa, be put on suicidal watch because my tongue holds the pen
That writes the scripts to all my movies from beginning to end

[Instrumental Break]

[Hook]
Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone
Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone
Say when my curtains done closed don’t u try to hit my phone
Say u ain’t love me while I’m here then don’t love me when I’m gone

[Beat Switch]
*baby crying*

[Outro]
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t let them see your pain
Don’t let them see u fall
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t let them see your hand
Don’t let them see your cards
Poker face you’ll find away to maintain it darling no don’t cry
Cuz they can smell the fear, they can sense it all
Poker face you’ll find a way, find a way, find a way, don’t cry
These are the games we play