When I Fail

One day, my life will be a chocolate shake and late night TV
But right now, I'm afraid of everything that is going down

Too many decisions, too much responsibility
And no one is there to hold me
When I fail

Like the deer who knows he won't survive the winter, so he runs in fear
The drifts too deep, the browse too scarce, the able too strong to compete

And I wonder if I was stronger when
I didn't care if no one was there to hold me
When I fail

One day my life will be a chocolate shake and late night TV