when?

[Intro]
Yeah, uh-huh, uh-huh
Yo

[Verse 1]
Ain't that so sudden? I think my vision blurred
I'd always heard that a picture was worth a thousand words
I painted it out, tryna to figure if I could see it clear
But in the end, I'm losing sight of all the things I feel, let's end it here (Woah)
Uh, back to better times where I was feeling safe
Before I had friends fucking watching me on my every move (Yeah)
I tried to kill the mood, that's she said is straight
People come and go in your life, that's all a part of change
Let me demonstrate (Sure), better yet, I set the scene
I was riding front seat, chilling, just thinking 'bout my dreams
And naturally, I knew that I would turn it to reality
So rationally I found myself here, and it ain't no surprise to me (Damn)
I can't go back to baggin' out at fries
Spirit watching over me, protect me from the evil eye (Wow, wow, wow)
No weapon formed against me could never try
It's time I let my spirit rise

[Chorus]
How will I find a way?
Back to my heart
How will I find a say?

[Verse 2]
Uh, I hit the second verse before I had the hook
I had to redirect my steps before I even take a look
Although it had me shook, I just prayed on it, uh
'Cause in this life, some light is all we need
Yeah, and so it seems, I'm sitting here split
I let my mind wander and drift, lead me into abyss
To get my thoughts out in the open, I had to call it quits, mm
And I still don't know just what to do
Uh, and so I let it flow to let it go
Knowing that my face lights up, I reimagine it
I'm checking in with how I've been feeling, it's been a minute still
I'm getting all my reps in the gym, and I'm eating dinner still
I was anxious, but now I've got some patience, I'm sick of limitations
I used to scroll through the photos app and think 'bout what the past was
Knowing that it's better in the present time
And so I fly

[Chorus]
How will I find a way?
Back to my heart
How will I find a say?
How will I find a way?
Back to my heart
How will I find a say?