What You Don’t Want

[Intro]
Yeah, I’m not gonna preach
I ain't got no reason to preach, but yeah
Here we go

[Verse 1]
They don’t know depression, ain’t fuckin’ with stress
“I’m suicidal” but your life ain’t no fuckin’ mess
But yeah, I need to get this shit off my chest
Only listen to this, then they’ll skip all the rest
They’re lookin’ close
But they’re so farthest from hearin’ me
Misjudging my character and misinterpreting me lyrically
You can’t fuckin’ see me, so stop tryna to look
Don’t try to read me, bitch, I’m a closed book
You act like you ain’t afraid but
You don’t know shook
But you claim you can rap, and now you’re fuckin’ hooked
But even to you, a fake ass thug
The most addictive damn drug is love
Because when your pessimistic ass ever gets a hug
You start liking the feelin’
You’ve been ignored for so long
“My sad life has a meaning”
Reasons like is why I love my friends so much
I get way to close and end up breaking us up
Same with family, and all who are closest
Makes me realize I’m best in small doses

[Chorus]
I’m not a thug, I don't carry a nine
But I’ll light you up with a semi-auto carbine
I’m not a bitch, not scared to do time
Hell, I’m not even scared to fuckin’ die
I’m not a thug, I don't carry a nine
But I’ll light you up with a semi-auto carbine
I’m not a bitch, not scared to do time
Hell, I’m not even scared to fuckin’ die

[Verse 2]
Fuck them, I’m gonna keep it real
Fuck them, I’ll conceal, I don’t need to feel
Even if I do, I won’t try to heal
I don’t care about this shit, I don’t need to get past
But this whack ass-fuckin' rapper only doing this for ass
See that emo girl you decided to attract?
But nah, I’m not gonna look back
I’m not gonna relapse
But I don’t relax
But you ain’t no Eminem, you won’t make the recovery
“But I’ll be big the day he discovers me”
But deep down, I know I’m a big fuckin’ nerd
Poppin’ perks, playing Call Of Duty
Nah, fuck what you heard
I’m sick of actin’ and needing to adapt
To these environments just because I rap
Dude, you ain’t no thug, no rapper, you’re just a little bitch
You’re not the only one who is allowed to get piss
But you act like you’re the only one to get this
Yeah, just wait till your girl shows you her slit wrists
Just shoot yourself, but be careful and don’t miss

[Chorus]
I’m not a thug, I don't carry a nine
But I’ll light you up with a semi-auto carbine
I’m not a bitch, not scared to do time
Hell, I’m not even scared to fuckin’ die
I’m not a thug, I don't carry a nine
But I’ll light you up with a semi-auto carbine
I’m not a bitch, not scared to do time
Hell, I’m not even scared to fuckin’ die

[Outro]
Yeah, don't make me do what you do want me to do