What’s The Point

(Verse)
Haven’t wrote a song In a while
Man I guess that I’ve been down
Barely have the energy to pick a pen up
Shit I barely got the energy to cracks smiles

Similar to back in the class when I wasn’t gonna pass with a pen and a pad back pack full of raps and a ear full of laughs I was dreaming of the cash and I wish I had the stacks thought it’s never gonna pass

Need some peace and quiet
So I can sleep at night
Wanna see the light
But the money’s tight
And the lights ain’t bright

And the waters cold
No heat from the kitchen stove
Fuck this shit man it’s getting old

That shit is hard for a dude like me
Workin every day then they crushing all your dreams
Never gonna stop man I’m feeling like a fiend
Yeah I got some friends but I ain’t really got a team

I been workin for a while
Nothing happen so I can’t even smile
Dealing with the pain and it’s driving me insane
Got me thinking if it’s even worth the while

Man I Gotta keep faith
Even when I have bad days
Scared I’m never gonna make it think I’m happy but I fake it what’s the point is all I gotta say

What’s the point of even trying
Say they support it but I know they’re fucking lying
Feeling empty Inside
Feeling empty inside

People started laughing when I told em I was rapping didn’t think that it would happen and I’m never gonna stop

Wish that I would make it and I didn’t have to fake it I can’t wait for the day that I will be on top

But maybe I got off at a bad start
I was dreaming of the cash and the fast cars
Rapping bout the future and I’m sayin that it’s here and it ain’t even near i ain’t even really got that far

But..I..got the name
And I want the fame
I guess gods to blame
Man I feel insane
And I try to change
But it stays the same
Man Want the sun
But all I get it rain

I wonder how long it’s really gonna be
Man I can’t wait til the world knows me
They gonna love the sound cuz the words so deep
And the flow so heat
I don’t really need a Ft

Ain’t no studio for my music
Got an extra phone so I use it
No trap songs all I have is that true shit
You know everyday I write new shit
People talk but don’t do shit
Deep down I know they can’t do this
They Hit me up I’m like who dis
But I keep the peace like Buddhist
Yeah I keep the peace

I stay up at night man I never sleep
What the point I have a world to see
Got some songs to make
And some risks to take
Gotta keep it moving cuz happiness ain’t free

Been waiting for this music for a long time
Everybody know that I been on the grind
I'm lookin' in the mirror tryna find
Peace of mind in a piece of my

Inspiration back from the beginning
Life's a movie, I can't make revisions

Feeling lost in a world so cold
But I gotta stay strong I will never fold
Gotta make sure that my story told
Doing this forever it never getting old

I ain’t even gonna front man I love this shit
I will never think that I’m above this shit
Got a problem I will never run from it
Lookin back at the bad I can finally say I’m done with it