What’s Next?

[Verse]
I don't really know what's next
But I think I miss my ex
On the real, she was the best
On the real, my heart is wrecked
I know I said I'm scared of love
Part of that was really lies
You had tears up in my eyes
Dragging you to your demise
I was clouded by the lies
I was loving all your curves
Guess I gotta live and learn
For your heart, I had to earn
Guess it wasn't filled with worth
Don't feel grounded on this earth
If I could have done what's right
Instead of putting up a fight
I could have had you every night
I just wish I could rewind
Maybe just turn back the time
I'm stuck living in the past

[Chorus]
I don't what you've been through
But I know that I miss you
You don't know what I've been through
All I know is I can't force you
I just want you to know, I
Still think about the time, I
Faced my fears on that ride
Your love is where I hide

[Verse]
I don't really know what's next
But I think I miss my ex
On the real, she was the best
On the real, my heart is wrecked
I know I said I'm scared of love
Part of that was really lies
You had tears up in my eyes
Dragging you to your demise-

[Chorus]
I don't what you've been through
But I know that I miss you
You don't what I've been through
All I know is I can't force you
I just want you to know, I
Still think about the time, I
Faced my fears on that ride
Your love is where I hide

[Verse]
I hope she doesn't find this song
Me and her won't get along
I got a feeling that this wrong
Hope she never finds this song
Me and her won't get along
I don't got no love to give
I just thought I'd let you know
All the feelings I had shown
Only from you, I had grown, oh