What’s living for

I feel alone internally
Even when you’re by my side with me
I’d give my all for it to fade away
I need to be complete

I’ve found myself in a mess
I’m all messed up I can’t change
I’m in my feelings all the time
It’s time I get out of this mess and grow older

We were born to die I feel that way
What is living for if we go insane?
If we go insane
Oh, heaven is a breath away
Why just sit and feel the pain
What’s living for, oh

An hour-glass wasting away
While time stands still in my prison
I’m captured by my living brains
I’m a hostage of internal thoughts

I found myself in a mess
I’m all messed up

We were born to die I feel that way
What is living for if we go insane?
If we go insane
Oh, heaven is a breath away
Why just sit and feel the pain
What’s living for, oh