​what’s left unsaid says it all

[Intro: Sewerperson]
Catching up 'cause she told me we can speak now
I keep my lights on when I sleep now
I keep my phone on when you go out
'Cause when I fall asleep you're the one I dream 'bout

[Verse 1: Savage Ga$p]
Look, I don't even sleep anymore, I feel empty
Lie awake and I wonder do you still miss me?
Rain fallin' in my conscious cloud, in my memories
I haven't eaten in days, shit is depressing
I know we talked about moving on and forgetting
My homescreen still you something won't let me
Sometimes I have good days, and it hits me
The best part about mе is better not with me
I'vе been thinkin' bout' these feelings
Like when you say you love me, do you even mean it?
I know that you don't need me, wish you'd see it
The only time I see you now is when I'm dreamin'
And you still my forever but I know I'll never be enough
Gave me all these chances, but I always seem to fuck it up
I just wanna hear everything about your day
I just wanna pretend just for a second you feel the same
I just wanna wake up to 4am texts from you like "Hey"
"I just wanna let you know I love you so much, and I got home safe"
Now it all feels fake
Every time that you would lie to me, you would cry to me
And I would tell you no matter what it's all okay
I guess love brings hate
I guess people do change
I guess feelings must fade
I guess I got-fuck
I guess I gotta be mindful that I'll see you most with my eyes closed
And I'll sit with all the words I wish I could un-say, yeah

[Chorus: Sewerperson]
Catching up 'cause she told me we can speak now
I keep my lights on when I sleep now
I keep my phone on when you go out
'Cause when I fall asleep you're the one I dream 'bout

[Verse 2: guardin]
Yeah, you told me that you love me, but your heart is rather cold
Catchin' sparks from all the fireworks, I'm out to fit your mold
Why's it freezin' in the Summer, we ain't close to either pole
But the distance feels immense between the fibres in my soul
So I travelled down the coast in search of love or something close
Gotta make you slip discretely in the pockets of my coat
What a travesty of character like kerosene to stone
Guess the heat left me perspiring, designed to be alone
I'll be questioning your motives when you reach me on the phone
Are you out with anybody? I was sure you were on your own
Playing cautious with the cords incase they wrap around my throat
Start regurgitating all this shit I wish I never wrote
But it's [seven?] and [my love is dead?], I hated that you know
If our boats are at capacity then does it sink or float?
I've been treading through the water, thinking bout the times we spoke
My alarm went off this morning but alas, I never woke

[Chorus: Sewerperson]
Catching up 'cause she told me we can speak now
I keep my lights on when I sleep now
I keep my phone on when you go out
'Cause when I fall asleep you're the one I dream 'bout
Brought a black Nikon to the beach house
Pull my fleece out when I feel the breeze out
Used to freak, now you're too busy to go out
Throw my dreams out, all I do is sleep now