What’s it like to be happy?

[Intro]
Ay
Yo, what's it like to.. be happy?
All the happy kids...
All the happy kids, they like "Skrrrt"
All the happy kids are like "ay ay"
Is that what I gotta do?
Is that... is that all it takes?
Take some pills?
I dunno man

[Verse 1]
What's it like to enjoy life?
Twenty something years
And it still doesn't feel right
I almost quit music, I don't know bruh, I still might
Cause almost every day
I visualize my throat slit with the steel knife
I'm trippin, but I'd be lyin' if I said I'm fine
Cause I can't go a day without thinkin' I wanna die
I'm suffocated by lies
What's the point if I try?
Everything I do is stupid in the view of my eyes
Man I'm sick of feelin worthless
Never havin purpose
My life is like a circus
I'm ready for closed curtains
Bruh I gotta eat a couple pills just to fall asleep
Drown me underwater, baby, I don't wanna breathe
And let my eyes close, I just wanna go
Searchin for God's love, not for the fools gold
Evil all around me, I can see it with my nose
Satan (?) from under, I feel it with my toes (oh no)

[Chorus]
What's it like to be happy? (What's it like to be happy?)
What's it like to be happy? (What's it like to be happy?)
What's it like to be happy, huh?
What's it like to be happy? (What's it like to be happy?)
What's it like to be happy? (What's it like to be happy?)
Say, what's it like to be happy, huh? (What's it like to be happy?)
What's it like to be happy? (What's it like to be happy?)
What's it like to be happy?
I just wanna know

[Verse 2]
What's it like to be happy?
Cause I don't really get it
Kinda like when little kids don't wanna eat their spinach
Or why they gotta use their power drill at the (?)
Did you learn this in school, bruh?
I guess I must've missed it
Cause I be in my bedroom crying all the time
Ask if I'm okay, I just tell you that I'm fine
Smile on my face, read the hurt between the lines
I can show you happiness, but never finding mine

[Chorus]
What's it like to be happy? (What's it like to be happy?)
What's it like to be happy? (What's it like to be happy?)
What's it like to be happy, huh?
What's it like to be happy? (What's it like to be happy?)
What's it like to be happy? (What's it like to be happy?)
Say, what's it like to be happy, huh? (What's it like to be happy?)
What's it like to be happy? (What's it like to be happy?)
What's it like to be happy?
I just wanna know