What’s Good For Me

I ain't no queen of hearts
I go through stages
I fall in love
Then complicate it
Yea, you know the feeling
Without much hope
Just blind ambission
Pretending that theres nothing missing
I always kept believing

That more
I thought if i had more
I wouldn't get so bored
But everything just left me empty
Love walking in and out of my door
Wasn't good enough no more
When i dont trust myself, life really sucks

And first time i thought it but i didn't do it
Last time thats when i really blew it
So this time im gonna do it different
Cuz i know i know i know
If i put everything i have into it
Eventually, im gonna get whats good for me

Im just trying to be creative
But everyone's so opinionated
They wanna tell me what im feeling
Cuz one mans junks anothers treasure
When its done its hard to measure
Or keep from believing

That more
If only i had more
I wouldn't get so bored
But i know its gonna leave me empty
Life walking in and out of my door
Wasn't good enough no more
Well i dont trust myself