What’s Beyond The Blew Sky

[Verse]
How you like me now?
Have I made you proud?
It feel good just to know I’m the one that you doubt
And shows don’t pay me so I’m rhyming for free
But it don’t even matter ‘cause I’m rhyming for me
Who do I do this for?
Satisfy myself
Everyone puts me down
God gave me some help
Hear what I’m saying?
But you don’t really hear it
Astonishing the critics with every single lyric
And it’s all good
I’m the one that they callin’
But it don’t mean a thing because I’m still falling
Falling for the traps
Been doing it for years
I stand out in the rain
So you can’t see my tears
Voices echo but I can’t let go of this Dream because God said so
You ain’t gotta listen to the words I say
And my blue skies are now turning gray
And I’m getting old
I’m fading
[?] memory, no relation-ship
Its secret's so deep
Titanic, now I panic
Can’t swim, I’m sinking
Now suicide is what I’m thinking
But no I can’t kill myself
‘cause who they gonna listen to? ‘cause it’s nobody else who’s uplifting
And who can Paint Your Sky with no writtens
It’s a lot behind my face and behind my eyes
Ever wonder what’s beyond this Blew Sky?