What Keeps Me Going

Every time i look into your eyes
It's like looking at a night sky full of fireflies
And white lies

You made me think
That you were gonna stay

You calmly walked away
I said it was okay
I lied through my teeth so I wouldn't have to say
The words that I really really wanted to say
But you knew them anyway
Put it all out on display
Fact or Fiction got me missing you

Hey
Are we good?
Or should I leave again
It doesn't really matter
Memory is always scattered
Cause I don't wanna think of the good times
Cause now they're bad times
And that sucks...

It's cliche to say
I miss you every day
But I lied in Fact or Fiction
Blame the weed that I was smoking while I sang

I don't want to be with you anymore...

I think...

I don't know...

Cause you were pretty cool
Kinda old school
I really liked when you laughed
I was always holding back
From telling you that I was sad
I wanted to trust you with this thing I call myself
But I shouldn't have tried cause I am really not well
I only wanted to kiss you before I went to hell
But I'm the one thing that I can never sell

Oh well...

Every time i look into your eyes
It's a symphony of song
And I wanted to sing along

Sorry that sounded dramatic
Do it out of habit
Is there anything else while we're at it?
Is there something wrong with the way that I am
I get insecure because i'm not a man
Who can ever think he wrote it down with a plan
To be happy but you and I know that we are
Both never doing okay...

How are you today..?
How were you that day..?

If that conversation on the phone is the last I hear your voice
I'll be okay cause I know you made the right choice
My mental instability is causing too much noise
And it's gotta quiet down because it's making me annoyed
And even though I'm lonely I don't feel that alone
I hope to see you later and you find a better home
I know that I'm not right for you and that's what keeps me going
I know that I'm not right for you and that's what keeps me going