​what it feels like to lose

[Chorus]
It's hard to move
With a body and a face like that
It's hard love, it's hard love
And it's been so bad
And it's been so bad
We pick and choose, but we always lose
Been tempted to go through the suicide doors
It's all about you
Don't tell nobody to follow me when I lose

[Verse]
I don't care if I got everything you want
I don't have enough for myself
I cannot pay for a belt
I don't wanna spend all my money
On this stupid motherfucking belt
And lately I been goin' through hell
I been teaching lessons to myself
I'ma girl and I'll be your world
On my neck got diamonds and pearls
Invest in all my friends
Until I'm dead 'til I'm in the dirt
In debt and I'll do you dirty
At the club like it's 9:30
And they off the perks make me nervous
Sorry ash 'cause I missed your service
Someday I hope I can make it back to you
I'm in a test and I'm gonna pass
And I'll make it get back to you
Thoughts I spawn in hell
I sit in the dark
If I can get back to you
I used to laugh with you
Now I just laugh without you

[Bridge]
And I hate laughing without you
Don't laugh without you
And I hate laughing without you
Don't laugh without you
And I hate laughing without you
Don't laugh without you
No not without you

[Chorus]
It's hard to move
With a body and a face like that
It's hard love, it's hard love
And it's been so bad
And it's been so bad
We pick and choose, but we always lose
Been tempted to go through the suicide doors
It's all about you
Don't tell nobody to follow me when I lose