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[Chorus]
I've got no one to blame
It's my fault, don't strain
What if I was awake
What if I was awake
I've got no one to blame
It's my fault, don't strain
What if I was awake
What if I was awake

[Verse 1]
Every time when I see myself on mirror
Right behind I see regrets in devil figure
What if I, could save you
But still I'm a sinner
But I'm alive, I need tons of pain killers
Agonies always go ahead and hide
Somewhere plain black dark inside
Cut 'em off to prevent losing my mind
How cruel is it to be responsible for life

[Pre-Chorus]
Why does everybody leaves so soon
No alternatives, no more options to choose
Hide where you can't tell whats lie or truth
That's the one and only way to not lose

[Chorus]
I've got no one to blame
It's my fault, don't strain
What if I was awake
What if I was awake
I've got no one to blame
It's my fault, don't strain
What if I was awake
What if I was awake

[Verse 2]
Hide where you can't find me
After all, facing anxiety
What if I did something
And save you, might be different entirely
Missed cue, missed timing
Empty heart, crazy society
I can't let you love me no more
'Cause I'm afraid of losing everything beside me
Faults, guilts, sins, pain
Theres no way to runaway from my pain
Girl sorry I don't wanna feel same
I feel responsibility pushing down
My shoulder heavy, making me insane
Mad night, can't sleep tight, stay strong, babe

[Pre-Chorus]
Why does everybody leaves so soon
No alternatives, no more options to choose
Hide where you can't tell whats lie or truth
That's the one and only way to not lose

[Chorus]
I've got no one to blame
It's my fault, don't strain
What if I was awake
What if I was awake
I've got no one to blame
It's my fault, don't strain
What if I was awake
What if I was awake

[Outro]
Love ain't simple like that
I can't love you back, 'cause
I don't wanna lose you
Yeah