What If?

[Verse 1: Sam Brodie]
I don't want a Grammy, I just want to build a family
Fix the one I still have, cause these plaques don't make me happy
Everybody's chasing dreams that they might never get
When I look around I could swear that I'm dreaming
What if I said that I would sign and I never did
What if I said that I'd go gold and it never went
Prayed and put my phone down, started writing with a pen
Stopped telling lies just for clout on the internet
When I hit the news, man I felt like I was him again
Just for a day, then it's back to irrelevance
Evеrybody loves you on the way up, till you stay up
Then thеy call it luck, cause they never saw the time you spent
Patiently waiting, the time and dedication
I was called crazy, now they call it motivation
I was called crazy, now they call it motivation

[Chorus: Sam Brodie]
Where's my heart, cause I swear it's gone
If you can find it, I'd give you it all
Girl, what's the point, when you'll leave me too
Sometimes, I wish, I could leave me too

[Verse 2: Sam Brodie]
I've got more friends, that've won a Grammy now
Then I do, best friends from when I grew up
Everything changed, except myself
The time of thinking that can turn your car into a Benz
Or your watch into a tourist cause it's speaking Portuguese
If I'm real, I can't even read what the time is
It's all timing, I waited for these moments just to tell them all
Look at me now, I did it