What I Wished I Never Had

[Intro]
Don't catch me at the wrong time
Or you will feel my wrath
The one I wished I never had (wished I never had)

[Chorus]
I need to rid myself of resentment
And every last bit of it
If I'm going to live up to the things I've written
I need to clear my mind of this anger
And all the rage that I've held near
If I'm going to live up to the words I've spoken

[Verse 1]
But I haven't yet
Letting go
Is how I can start to fight my way
Out of this hole I've dug
In this war against myself (this war against myself)
But I haven't yet (but I haven't yet)

[Verse 2]
Don't catch me at the wrong time or you will feel my wrath
The one I wished I never had (wished I never had)
I wish I never had this demon inside
I wish I knew how to cast it out
I wish I never had this demon inside
I wish I knew how to cast it out
But I fear it will never leave me (but I fear it will never leave me)

[Chorus]
I need to rid myself of resentment
And every last bit of it
If I'm going to live up to the things I've written
I need to clear my mind of this anger
And all the rage that I've held near
If I'm going to live up to the words I've spoken

[Bridge]
Letting go, Just let it go
I know, I know
Letting go, Just let it go
I know, I know
Letting go, Just let it go
I know, I know
Letting go, Just let it go
I know, I know

[Outro]
I know I need to let go
Of everything that has
Ever made me think myself better
I'm not better than anyone else
Of anything that's filled me with anger
That I have taken out on everyone else (on everyone else)
These demons will never leave me
I can only find ways to not let them out
These demons will never leave me
But I control them, not the other way around...