What I Want

[Verse 1]
I want a big house
That feels like a cheap flat
Go to it just like this
A little more like that
I'm good with simple
As long as it's a lot
Oh I'm scared that I'm not really sure what I want

[Verse 2]
I miss nostalgia
Give me that [?]
Sick of the way things are
And I'm not gonna change
I wish you'd surprise me
Exactly how I thought
Oh I'm scared that I'm not really sure what I want

[Chorus]
Cuz I say I'll wait while running
So don't trust my heart for nothing
I keep [?]
Cuz I'm scared that I'm not really sure what I want
Really sure what I want
Really sure what I

[Verse 3]
Fly through a red light
Praying for patience
[?] my private life
Read with an audience
I'm setting the table
But the hungеr is gone
Oh I'm scared I'm not really surе what I want
Yeah

[Chorus]
I say I'll wait while running
Don't trust my heart for nothing
I keep [?]
I'm scared that I'm not really sure what I want
I say I'll wait while running
So don't trust my heart for nothing
I keep [?]
I'm scared that I'm not really sure what I want
I'm scared I'm not really sure what I want
I'm scared I don't even want what I want