What Have I Became

[Intro]
Jakebreh Beats

[Chorus]
Break me down, hope I die today
Things can't get any worse than this, why even fight the pain
I'm out here lonely with no one, no one to blame
I feel it itching in my skin, what have I became
What have I became

[Verse]
Every time I wake up it's a new day
But mentally I'm doing everything like a movie
I'm stuck in ways, I'm stuck in the past
Can't get off the drug that's called stress and the cash
Swear that every time you hit my line I'm over it
Take a second just to text you 'bout my overage
I'm overloaded, I can't take it, I'm breaking
We'll break up, make up in a day, contemplating
All the love I got, end of day it's a mess
Really need to take a seat, get this shit off my chest, no
I'm stressed, no, no, what's best, don't know
Need meds, uh oh

[Bridge]
I need to go, uh oh
I need to go

[Chorus]
Break me down, hope I die today
Things can't get any worse than this, why even fight the pain
I'm out here lonely with no one, no one to blame
I feel it itching in my skin, what have I became
What have I became

[Verse]
I don't really know what's best for me
Did all these drugs, now I'm left to be
Picked apart by my struggles in life
Smoking, hoping that I'll sleep through the night
I wish I could get some rest, I'm up now
Waiting for my eyes to shut, brain shut down
I've been too sober, I've seen all the answers
Just hazing over it, made it so painless
Life is so fucked, it's to fucked to be shameless
Finding my place right next to being blameless
We all got issues to fix, they might break us
They might break us

[Chorus]
Break me down, hope I die today
Things can't get any worse than this, why even fight the pain
I'm out here lonely with no one, no one to blame
I feel it itching in my skin, what have I became
What have I became