What has my world come to

[Intro]
I’m broken the bandage and xanax
Won’t hide the miserable
Cuts all on top of each other
Turn into scar tissue

[Verse 1]
Drinking and drugs again
All because I miss you
Wake up and then pretend
That I don’t got these issues
If I wake up at all
But I hope I don’t
Feelings that bottle up
And then they overflow
So I tilt the bottle up
And let it burn my throat
When I feel not enough
It’s almost always

[Verse 2]
Forever in a rut
Permanent long face
Save me the blunt guts
Ima chop it later
Ain’t no savin me
I’m too far gone
Ain’t no savin me
I’m a lost cause
I like to play with my nose
Just to pass the time
Inhale then blow out the smoke
This a good blunt

[Bridge]
I like being alone
Almost all the time
I like being alone
No one gets me

[Verse 4]
Fuck the one who said
That shit get easier
When you keep going
Cuz that’s some bullshit
Fuck my life I said
Since the beginning
Every since a kid
I knew how I felt
But that don’t mean
That I like myself
Percocets and weed
For my mental health
Hurt myself and bleed
I’m back in control
Why is being me
A daily struggle

[Chorus]
Why do I do the things
That I do
Why do I feel the things
That I feel
How do I tell who’s fake
And who is real
I wanna fade away
And disappear

[Chorus: Refrain]
Why do I do the things
That I do
Why do I feel the things
That I feel
How do I tell who’s fake
And who is real
I wanna fade away
And disappear

[Outro: Chorus]
Why do I do the things
That I do
Why do I feel the things
That I feel
How do I tell who’s fake
And who is real
I wanna fade away
And disappear
(This shit crack pipe evil, bab told me not to say it but I did it)