What Happened To Me ?

I got views always hating on me
Got my family throw shade up on me
Yea they laughing now when it happens how I can’t wait to see they faces believe
Got these rumors that’s ain’t breaking up me
All I’m ever asking for is peace
When I make it ima fake it make these niggas
Think i got it for free
We making believe
But I can’t wait till I’m payed with relief
Can’t wait till I’m payed with the trees
All this paper niggas think they can come close
Enough to go ahead and touch on my sleeve
All I think about thе ones who played me
Now I don’t еven play with no beef
Niggas moving like they wasn’t the sleeze
I promise you this shit wasn’t breeze

All the fights with my momma had to tell myself they either go ahead and make or break me
Asked myself who gone cater to me ?
Who do I have when I need ?
All these people that be lying to me
Why do they think I don’t see ?
My life ain’t even nearly all that it seems
Talking it out ain’t gone replace all of these things

Had to repress all these feelings based off the niggas I see
They cases to me
Made a band that shit amazing to me
Seen the eyes all faces on me
Had to try Cas niggas faker than priest
My soul ain’t gone be restraint from the seen

Had to come up from the waste land bitch now I am free
I’m chasing my dreams
Fake energy it’s clouding the scheme
Tunnel vision and I’m chasing extremes
Heard they talking bout me when I run up on them then they gonna have to bleed how I bleed
Niggas poloticing like some bitches they gonna have to speak up in reality
I grew up without a beam
They taking advantage of me

All the times I had some friends laughing it was tim laughing when they was laughing at me
All the love I showed all the things I gave in the end I was the clown in the sea
Always knew not to judge a nigga shit never looking the way how it seem
Yea they judging me
Passing up the chance just to make some friends Cas I gotta stay unseen
Now I know I am a king

Bitches fucked me over karma fucked em over look at all the irony
Tired of me
They crying for me
Never had a family die up on me
Had to move up super rightfully
Surprising these niggas delightfully
I’m coming up drake he inspiring me
Locked out the crib Cas I didn’t have the keys
My dad a facade he in ain’t teaching me jeez
How you a don they still tell you to freeze
They pacing theyself to go back in the pz
I made it myself they ain't taking my cheese

Yo what happened to me ?