What Could Be Worse

[Intro]
'Cause I live in a time-bomb
Hear my heart tick-tick all night long
Got it all now, I'm still lonely
So lost, nothing could console me

[Verse 1]
'Cause I live
Somewhere deep inside of my head space
I don’t care
Probably hold you down like a dead weight
I'll never be set straight, I'll never be let down
'Cause I don’t believe anything that anyone says now
If you don’t believe in me
Then why are you still here?
'Cause I heard everything
Could you please stop screaming in my ear?

[Chorus]
What could ever be worse than
Thinking you could be something?
Then finding out you're wrong
What could ever be worse than
Never finding your purpose?
Did you know I used to think you were perfect?

[Verse 2]
I was never gonna be what you wanted
I did everything I could and I still failed regardless
If I’m being heartless, it’s only because
I already gave it to you and it wasn’t enough
And now I’m fucked up and it’s not fair
But nothing matters anyway, why would I care?
I wouldn’t have a thing to say if you were right there
How could I explain this year was a nightmare?
'Cause it feels like I’m losing my mind
And it feels like you’re wasting my time
I’ll probably just lie and say it’s alright
You know that I’m lying when I say it's fine

[Chorus]
What could ever be worse than
Thinking you can be something?
Then finding out you're wrong
What could ever be worse than
Never finding your purpose?
Did you know I used to think you were perfect?

[Verse 3]
Stop this fucking car, I need to get out
We’ve gone way too far, I need to go now
'Cause I don’t want to hear you say
Everything will be okay, it won’t
You say you care but you don’t
Delete the texts that you wrote
'Cause I don’t want to hear you say
Everything will be okay, it won’t