What Am I (Looking For?)

Started on this journey but i didn’t know how far i’d go
Every step i traveled made me feel like there was undertow
I kind of want to say it, but it doesn’t even matter
Because ever time i think i’m there i find another ladder
Tell me that you want me to be understood, but who knows...

What am i looking for?

Climbing up too high or far will surely bring me down again
So how can i keep moving when i know what’s waiting at the end?
I kind of want to say it, but it doesn’t even matter
Because every time i think i’m there i find another ladder
Tell me that you want me to be understood, but who knows...

What am i looking for?