What Am I Becoming?

[Verse 1]
You play a little rough, but I never knew you were after me
Now even when I'm alone, I feel like somebody's watching me
I couldn't smell the smoke, and now I'll watch the flames
I couldn't push myself to quit, oh this dangerous game
There's a reason people die out here
I can't keep living this way
I can't keep living this way

[Chorus]
I've been running so long
These shadows start to feel like home
Oh I know it's backwards
Been scared so long
Can't recall what I started running from
What am I becoming?
What am I becoming?
What am I becoming?
What am I becoming?

[Verse 2]
You tell me "that's enough," but I got a hunch I'll be back again
Even if I could escape, I'm paying with something I shouldn't spend
I couldn't smell the smoke and now I'll watch the flames
I locked myself out here again, oh this fruitless game
All these people are gonna die out here
I can't keep living this way
I can't keep living this way

[Chorus]
I've been running so long
These shadows start to feel like home
Oh I know it's backwards
Been scared so long
Can't recall what I started running from
What am I becoming?
What am I becoming?
What am I becoming?
What am I becoming?

What am I becoming?
What am I becoming?
What am I becoming?
What am I becoming?