What a Life

[Chorus]
If you look up to the sky, it could tell you where I’m at
Got some loved ones living high, nah there ain’t no coming back
Tell me where to say goodbye, could you show me on the map
You just wanna find some life, hoping I could give you that

[Verse 1]
Live for the ones that’s gone, alive for the ones still here
One day you be having that bond, then the next it disappear
Wondering how to go on, not live my life in fear
The only that I want is heaven to be right here
Life’s a sneaky game to be honest I don’t trust it
I know some who seize the day I know others who just rush it
On the days that be the toughest they just fold like fuck bluffing
Cause them times just be the roughest it’s so cold they feel nothing
Just say fuck it cause it’s easy like this world don’t fucking need me
But it do, that I know, at least one person for sure
You they shit you they fix for all the times they feeling broke
You they best you they yes for all the times they saying no
You direct em where to go, bring em high when all is low
Show em ways on how to cope when the pain’s unbearable
You they light, you they night, all the stars in that bitch
You what’s right, you they life, you the reason that they live

[Verse 2]
Wish that I could fly to heaven just to visit say what’s up
Before I die I ask the reverend to tell God to send me up
And now I’m all alone cause the ones that I love done left me
If Kevin’s gone who the fuck is gon protect me
I be dreaming about the day, I be thinking what to say
Yo I miss you why you had to go so fucking far away?
How you been? Is you well? How is heaven? What’s it like?
I don’t know if you can tell but I been fucking failing life
Maybe you could talk to God and just ask her to shine a light
I’m afraid that I'ma fail and my family gon pay the price
But shit if you were here then just maybe I’d have it right
I’d be a star instead of sitting round just looking up at the night
But now I’m thinking everything I’ve ever needed is in sight
When it’s dark look inside and it’s easy to find a light
I guess my dreams are coming true, we finally back together
I can’t believe it’s really you, wish that I could stay forever

[Chorus]
If you look up to the sky, it could tell you where I’m at
Got some loved ones living high, nah there ain’t no coming back
Tell me where to say goodbye, could you show me on the map
You just wanna find some life, hoping I could give you that